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dkvpv Member |
Just got the test results back from my flow cytometry which confirmed CLL/SLL. I'm a little confused about the SLL part, but anyway I have a CAT scan scheduled for this week and a bone marrow bx scheduled for next Tuesday, Then my Dr. said we would sit down and talk. I'm very scared and numb. What should I expect, what should I ask? IP: Logged |
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doug53 Member |
Welcome to the, ahem, club...Go to cllforum.com, click on "CLL Diagnosis", then read "Resource Guide for the Newly Diagnosed". Once you register and post your story under "Introductions" (symptoms, how you were diagnosed, blood counts, etc.) the friendly and very helpful people on that forum will no doubt offer advice, compare notes, etc. Then, I would go to clltopics.org and read the material on newly diagnosed. Then, follow this link to the lymphomation page on CLL/SLL. Lot's of info. IP: Logged |
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Wobbles Member |
Hi dkvpv, I am sorry to find that you have been diagnosed with CLL/SLL and can certainly understand the shock that you are feeling. I think everybody who gets diagnosed with a serious illness initially experiences feeling of numbness. Sometimes this evolves into anger, which is finally replaced with acceptance. Once you are at the acceptance stage you can then move forward. As to what questions to ask a doctor, I tried to focus on possible treatments, how often my blood should be monitored, what symptoms should I take seriously and how to get further information. My situation is somewhat complicated because my flow cytometry uncovered markers for a T cell leukemia but was unable to locate a clonal population. Despite this, my hematologist is pretty sure that I have either a leukemia or lymphoma that will eventually reveal itself. I am in no hurry. Unfortunately, I also have anemia and neutropenia that have caused me lots of problems. Joe IP: Logged |
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laura c Member |
hi dk, im sorry i dont know much about cll.i have non hodgkins lymphoma.or i did have.im sorry you are going thru the stress of your dx.but i wnated to wlecome you to the best site for info and comfort you could ever find.i am cancer free for a year,there is always lots of hope,we are in a battle that we will win. love and prayers, laura IP: Logged |
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Wattle Member |
I know too what it's like waiting for information. I hope it's much clearer for you than it has been for me and Joe. Joe, would you mind emailing me? Use the addy I have on here if you would. Things for you seem to match so much of mine I'd like to chat without boring everyone to tears.<G> Yvonne IP: Logged |
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LovesLife Member |
Hi Debbie, I am so sorry for your DX.Feel free to join us at www.cllcfriends.com for more info and support.Also Dr. Terry Hamblin,CLL Specialist is there to answer your questions! God Bless, IP: Logged |
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dawnsie123 Member |
In the beginning- I also was diagnosed just on 1/10/08 I was so anxious, nervous, and depressed myself in the beginning that I had no appetite-& I always have an appetite. I was diagnosed with NHL. At that time I didnt know what stage it was until further testing. I also was so upset that I couldnt talk to anyone without getting all upset for the first couple of weeks. Its just all the uncertainty in the beginning. You fear that you are dying etc...before you know your full diagnosis. Luckily its stage 1 - slow growing and they think that right now I am cancer free after my surgery. Later I talked to people over the phone from the leukemia-lymphoma society hotline, went to some groups and meetings and at the end of the month I was finally able to talk about it and face it. I would say the thing that upset me the most was people saying - oh I am sorry sorry- I dont like people pitying me or feeling sorry for me. I know they meant well, but it just made me feel worse. You know they say you go through a grieving process, etc. Anyway, for all you other posters out there- sometimes leaving out the Oh I am so sorry part in the beginning when its oh so raw is better. We just need hopeful thoughts rather than more feelings of sadness, or grief. I dont know whether I will do watch and wait, Radiation or Rituxan. I am going for my second opinion with some experts on NHL in Miami shortly. Keep in touch. Hope that helps... [This message has been edited by dawnsie123 (edited 03-02-2008).] IP: Logged |
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susanj Member |
Dear dkvpv, I've been watched for awhile now as they try to figure out if I have a B-cell or myeloid problem. Last May, they thought something was stressing out my myeloid cells in my marrow--as they were abnormal-looking and CD34+--and they wanted to check for clonal B-cells due to a CD5 marker. In October I had yet to throw a clone. My flow off peripheral blood from a couple weeks ago is much worse than a year ago and it appears it is an indolent B-cell problem, slowly developing. The flow results look very similar to B-SLL but I still have yet to throw a clone--unless it is hanging out in my nodes since they've only been working off marrow/peripheral blood. I've never had a FNA of a node or a node biopsy as my nodes--thus far--are not swollen but I have all the B syptoms of an indolent lymphoma/leukemia. I'm curious if our flow results are the same? I checked mine from last year against Joe's (Wobbles) as he is pre-leukemic with a lymphoproliferative disorder. As for the DX, my aunt has CLL and my grandfather had either CML or CLL. With SLL/CLL, it is usually very indolent. My aunt has had CLL for 15 years without treatment, and she was told (as she is older) she would probably pass from something other than her cancer. Also, be sure your hem/onc checks for the CD38 on the malignant B-cells (those positive for CD5/CD19) from flow cytometry off peripheral bood. If you have less than 20%, this is good--meaning your case is more indolent. More than 20%, chances are the disease might be more aggressive. ZAP70 is another one to check, too. My CD38 on my CD5/CD19 B-cells was 15%. It is scary, but be assured that many live very well with the more indolent lymphatic cancers; it is more of a nuisance until--hopefully years down the road--one must need some chemo to knock it back. Hopefully by then, medical science would have found something to cure the disease versus just treat it. Regards, Sue [This message has been edited by susanj (edited 03-02-2008).] IP: Logged |
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Wattle Member |
Hello count me in that area of not quite knowing! See my post in "being Proactive with doctors" on the Open Forum. I am very much like that. even told that I have "PRE leukaemia"! and jumped to the conclusion that it was MDS. found that it's not that! All the wondering and stressing can be stopped if they'd only tell you as they find things! I came to a heap of wrong conclusions. And I STILL don't know exactly what he's W&W for. It's a bit more than a year for me. Blood just shows what a reactive T-cell lymphocytosis would show, but I'm negative to all the usual viruses and bacteria, as well as all the cancer markers for breast and ovarian etc.Had all the tests for everything, yet my Tcells keep on being over active.And NK cells and helper cells. Seeing the Haem tomorrow and will TRY to get some Q's answered. Yvonne IP: Logged |
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goodchatt Member |
Wattle: thanks for sharing.. I agree.. it a lot of smoke and mirrors...for awhile.. I feel doctors..do not wany to use staight forward terms.. with this.. and for most cancers.. It is much easy to paint the glass half full.. Less chat and can move on to the next patient.. that is my 2 cents.. I feel doctors..play more of a adovcate role.. at first I thought I could get answers...all I got was more tests.. and needle sticks... I think it better after you have your first treatment.. then it becomes real.. I am doing something now.. I killing my cancer..and they put a sure name on it as well.. my happens to be CLL/SLL.. Doctors are smarter than I am.. and so far..my doctors...and done a good job.. I am alive..and doing okay..today.. that is a good day..for me.. thank you all for sharing.. and waiting..for results..or not really knowing is tuff.. no easy answers.. good luck.. good to read susan..posts again..good luck IP: Logged |
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Angela13 Member |
I'm sorry to hear of your dx. Please research this and become informed. Start with the LLS website or NCI. I had NHL b-cell last year and received treatment at NIH as part of a research protocol. I highly recommend anyone look closely at protocols because I had an amazing team at NIH (leading lymphoma expert in the country). I know your mind is swirling with the news, but it's important to understand what treatments are available and ask questions. My mom is an oncology nurse so she set my mind at ease a lot, but it was still tough. Welcome to the club that no one ever wants to join! I hope for the best for you. IP: Logged |
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briand Member |
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time for me Member |
Hi, It has now been a year since my diagnosis. I found the best source of information is this web board and the society web page. Each of us must decide for ourselves the path we choose to take in finding and accepting our disease. I have run through a myriad of emotions. I have chosen like most everyone on these boards to live my life to the fullest with my CLL and not to see myself as dying with it. I have made massive changes in my priorities. I have made my bucket list and am fulfilling it. I choose to enjoy, laugh , care live. I still do not like brocoli, tofu or calamari. I will plan for a future and be prepared for what I need to do. I am thankful for the support I received from this board and the people who give it. You will find your way give yourself time because you do have it. And you have support here to draw from IP: Logged |
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